New hair cut

It's been a while since the last time i updated this blog...sorry for that....rs cam malas gile nak mengarang huhuhuhu....okla...for a warm up...i'll start with whats on my mind currently...

I've been searching for a new hairstyle to refresh my look...i guess im boring with my current look especially my hair....i think the last time i went to saloon is before i got married where i cut my hair short enough above my shoulder and do rebonding. the last time i coloured my hair is during my uniten days....gosh...thats long time ago...as my hair are getting longer and longer pass my shoulder, and of coz it is totally out of shape...plus with the 7 month courses i've been thru with jungle and mud life...my hair is definitely look awful right now....huuhu...pity me..

During my uniten days, the first time i colured and straighten my hair, it is exacly like this...that time, i really2 love my hair...huhu..

Then, i got my hair very short like Rihanna style...trend la konon mase tu tp xmenjadi mcm rihanna sebab rambut xcukup tebal...huhuhu...

As for now, i would like to have a curly and wavy hair plak...si this is the short-listed (cam calon interview plak..heheh) hair style on my mind which i still dont know which one to choose..

1. This will be the top of my list...

2. As for this one also nice....it looks like miley cyrus hair..

3. For this one, i think it looks very eligent yet stylish..

4. Yang ni plak cam motherly and nampak baik...heheh...but still it looks nice

i still dont know which one that suit me well...i'm with round face and hair pass my shoulder...my original hair is quiet dry and frizzy. i know choosing a curly and wavy hair is hard to maintain but still want to try...heheh...

Ages....

I have been ages since the last time i updated this blog....bak kate hanis dah berhabuk dah blog ni...huhuhu....guess i have loss my loyal reader out there....its ok...never xpect my blog to be a famous blog...just a place for me to write and share my thots and feeling i guess....

So many things happened to me for the past 7 month.....some sad stories....some enjoyable moments....some boring stuff....and many others....of course 7 month course i've been thru have teach me a lot on being a better person not only for myself but also to other people especially my husband, family and office colleagues...

Being ulik mayang dancer for drama tari competition. Manage to get 2nd runner up..

During our final and last dinner ever...being a magunatip dancer as kadazans...

Once being a police woman...being finalist for kawad terbaik...proud of that:))

Once being a soldier as well..

Celebrating raya with friends..

So many stories to tell yet dunno where to start....hmmmm.....just can't believe i have finish the most memorable course i ever undergo.....

course...course....and course....

It's been a while since the last time i update this blog....got some reasons behind that of course....i'm tired....i'm sick of things that happen to me now....i have no time....not even time for myself nor my husband...i hv no internet access at my room.....pity me...out of all that....the conclusion is i'm sick!!!!!

sometimes i feel down....sometimes i feel demotivated....and no one to talk to....and tired of people who dont understand me....i'm tired of building new relationship (i know i'm bad...u don't have to tell me...) and i'm sick of all the task given thru this course....sometimes i feel its too much....sometimes i feel i get nothing out of it....hmmm...

my class dah nak start....will update later....tata...

My Last Day in the office..

Today will be my last day in the office before i go for a 6 month course....wish me luck on my course....i'm not sure whether i can frequently update this blog or not after this since i don't have internet access at home...maybe i should get one..hmmm....and i hope for a change in the office when i come back....BUT....will i come back??? hehehehhehehe....

What is the definition of a REAL MAN???

According to a man whose i don't know his name....a real man is a gladiator.....he doesn't cry...doesn't moan...doesn't need to go to the doctor everytime he sneezes, no lovey dovey words....vey tough on the outside and inside...

On other opinion by a woman which i don't know her name too...she says the only man who she knows as a real man is her dad...he never cry while watching television or in the cinema, he has the poise with his children, caring, and have everything that a man should have....

Hmmmm.....wo do you think the definition of a real man?

To me....i dun mind see a tough man crying coz i dun think crying is a sign of weakness. And for sure i am totally not agree with the idea of a man cannot show his feeling to others especially to their family and love ones. if they don't show their feeling.....how they expect others to know?? guessing ur feeling??? owh.....come on...

To see the meaning of a real man (as per my dictionary), i'm looking for a man that have a future...he will look forward on what he will be someday....he must have a leader quality as he will lead not only himself, but also a family.

A real man must know the importance of family. And mostly important, he must know that his children and wife are God's gift and should be treated as such. A real man is the backbone of his family and doesn't have time to be weak.

As the backbone of a tree, A real man also should be very focus and know what and where is he heading. A real man doesn't waste time on stupidities that don't bring him any profit.

hmmm....that for now...i talk to much...maybe its ur turn to tell ur opinion. what do u think??

unpleasant day

Hari ni aku rs sangat tak best.....rasa sangat malas nak bangun tido.....rase sangat teramat malas nak gi keje...kalau ikut hati ni rase macam nak EL je...tp memandangkan aku ni skrg dah jadi "hot stuff" kat office ni....xjadi la aku amik EL...

Ntahla...kadang-kadang aku tak paham dengan orang di sekeliling aku....orang susah kita tolong...tapi bila kita susah and minta tolong orang yang pernah kita tolong, dia tanpa rasa bersalah sikit pun.....refuse to help me...bukan la menda yang susah sangat pun aku minta tolong...ntah...menda2 macam ni la yang buat aku susah nak percaya and harapkan orang lain...tu yang aku lagi prefer...ape2 kerja pun aku settle sendiri.....memang betul kita perlu be a team player....we have to depend on other....otherwise we can't survive, we have to adapt to the environment, not environment adapt to us....thats why la wujud pepatah masuk kandang kambing mengembek....masuk kandang lembu menglembu (ye ke aku eja ni?) ....but sometimes we have to control the environment to what we think is correct. kalau kita je asyik nak ikut ape orang lain cakap....sampai bile pun kita tak ke mana....thats why jugak la melayu susah sangat nak maju....asyik ikut je cakap orang....xde pendirian...cannot stand on his own thought....

actually i don't know what i'm trying to say here....but truly....i don't understand people around me...

little sunday..

Today....very nice bright sunday morning....i woke up early coz i realize that another responsibility as a goverrnment servant i have to carry today....and here i am working at the office while others enjoying their weekend....hmmm....poor me:(((

I hope today end as fast as it could be....but now it only 1.44 pm....bile hari ni nak abis ni???? uwaaaaaaaaaaaa............