course...course....and course....

It's been a while since the last time i update this blog....got some reasons behind that of course....i'm tired....i'm sick of things that happen to me now....i have no time....not even time for myself nor my husband...i hv no internet access at my room.....pity me...out of all that....the conclusion is i'm sick!!!!!

sometimes i feel down....sometimes i feel demotivated....and no one to talk to....and tired of people who dont understand me....i'm tired of building new relationship (i know i'm bad...u don't have to tell me...) and i'm sick of all the task given thru this course....sometimes i feel its too much....sometimes i feel i get nothing out of it....hmmm...

my class dah nak start....will update later....tata...

My Last Day in the office..

Today will be my last day in the office before i go for a 6 month course....wish me luck on my course....i'm not sure whether i can frequently update this blog or not after this since i don't have internet access at home...maybe i should get one..hmmm....and i hope for a change in the office when i come back....BUT....will i come back??? hehehehhehehe....

What is the definition of a REAL MAN???

According to a man whose i don't know his name....a real man is a gladiator.....he doesn't cry...doesn't moan...doesn't need to go to the doctor everytime he sneezes, no lovey dovey words....vey tough on the outside and inside...

On other opinion by a woman which i don't know her name too...she says the only man who she knows as a real man is her dad...he never cry while watching television or in the cinema, he has the poise with his children, caring, and have everything that a man should have....

Hmmmm.....wo do you think the definition of a real man?

To me....i dun mind see a tough man crying coz i dun think crying is a sign of weakness. And for sure i am totally not agree with the idea of a man cannot show his feeling to others especially to their family and love ones. if they don't show their feeling.....how they expect others to know?? guessing ur feeling??? owh.....come on...

To see the meaning of a real man (as per my dictionary), i'm looking for a man that have a future...he will look forward on what he will be someday....he must have a leader quality as he will lead not only himself, but also a family.

A real man must know the importance of family. And mostly important, he must know that his children and wife are God's gift and should be treated as such. A real man is the backbone of his family and doesn't have time to be weak.

As the backbone of a tree, A real man also should be very focus and know what and where is he heading. A real man doesn't waste time on stupidities that don't bring him any profit.

hmmm....that for now...i talk to much...maybe its ur turn to tell ur opinion. what do u think??

unpleasant day

Hari ni aku rs sangat tak best.....rasa sangat malas nak bangun tido.....rase sangat teramat malas nak gi keje...kalau ikut hati ni rase macam nak EL je...tp memandangkan aku ni skrg dah jadi "hot stuff" kat office ni....xjadi la aku amik EL...

Ntahla...kadang-kadang aku tak paham dengan orang di sekeliling aku....orang susah kita tolong...tapi bila kita susah and minta tolong orang yang pernah kita tolong, dia tanpa rasa bersalah sikit pun.....refuse to help me...bukan la menda yang susah sangat pun aku minta tolong...ntah...menda2 macam ni la yang buat aku susah nak percaya and harapkan orang lain...tu yang aku lagi prefer...ape2 kerja pun aku settle sendiri.....memang betul kita perlu be a team player....we have to depend on other....otherwise we can't survive, we have to adapt to the environment, not environment adapt to us....thats why la wujud pepatah masuk kandang kambing mengembek....masuk kandang lembu menglembu (ye ke aku eja ni?) ....but sometimes we have to control the environment to what we think is correct. kalau kita je asyik nak ikut ape orang lain cakap....sampai bile pun kita tak ke mana....thats why jugak la melayu susah sangat nak maju....asyik ikut je cakap orang....xde pendirian...cannot stand on his own thought....

actually i don't know what i'm trying to say here....but truly....i don't understand people around me...

little sunday..

Today....very nice bright sunday morning....i woke up early coz i realize that another responsibility as a goverrnment servant i have to carry today....and here i am working at the office while others enjoying their weekend....hmmm....poor me:(((

I hope today end as fast as it could be....but now it only 1.44 pm....bile hari ni nak abis ni???? uwaaaaaaaaaaaa............

Tagged by jaja:))

This time...i've been tagged by jajakraf plak..

Here is the rule ...

Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer. After that tag people..

1. My nexy birthday...25th!!

2. Places i do like to travel....london...where my bunny was born..

3.Favourite place....

4. Favourite Food....nyum..nyum...

5. Favourite thing....

6. My nick name...Lady D

7. Favourite color...green will always be nice...but a lizard?? hmmm...

8. My Love

9. Hobby - designing my own house...

10. Bad Habits

ok...finish of answering question....hmmmm...how about yours??? feeling like answering q'sss tooo??? help yourself k....

Which broadband????

Things that currently keep on mingling in my mind.....which internet service provider i can trust???? can someone help me on this? any suggestion or experience?

Currently i'm subscribing to maxis broadband using Maxis ZTE Modem (MF600) with monthly charges of RM98 at a peak speeds up to 3.6Mbps (quiet expensive huh!!). but its not us (me n hubby) who using it...but my brother in law who are still studying at UIA gombak does. so far, he'll be dreaming if he can surf the internet at UIA, but at bukit antarabangsa, the service was not bad...at our house (putrajaya) we'll be dreaming as well.

Because of the DPA courses that i need to attend this coming month, i need to buy new laptop and new broadband. the problem is.............i don't know which one to take!!! for sure i need broadband, not streamyx coz i'll be travelling a lot. Maxis? celcom? wimax? u-mobile? izzinet? digi? which one is better off in terms of service and cost???