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My Little Ean at 14 months..

2012-01-19T17:13:00.000+08:00

So this is my little boy Ean at 14 month. Ean dalam gambar ni tengah main air dalam swimming pool mini atuk n nenek belikan kat Toysrus...terima kasih atuk nenek..

Ean sekarang has become a charming boy. He will kiss his mom every morning n night before he fell asleep. Tapi susah betul nak kiss abah nyer...but sometimes he do:))

Ean skrg dah pandai berjalan. dalam sehari xtau la berapa kali Ean tawaf satu rumah tu dengan kasut dia. duk dalam rumah pun ean nak pakai kasut...sebab abahnyer suka belikan ean kasut. ean baru je dapat kaki...tapi kasut dah cecah 10 pasang dah kot...hihi...abahnye...abahnye...

Ean sekarang dah start minum susu formula jugak....sedihnye ibu nak tulis ayat ni tp nak buat macam mana....susu ibu dah xleh nak meet demand..sian Ean...tp nak cari susu formula yang Ean nak minum pun sikit punya susah. dah macam2 brand susu dah ibu n abah cari tp Ean xnak minum...last2 semalam ibu abah beli sustagen coklat....baru la Ean nak minum. tp nak tengok 2-3 hari ni Ean cirit birit x...kalau cirit...kena la ibu abah cari susu lain plak...xpela....tp Ean doakan ibu ada susu balik semula ye...tp boleh susukan Ean balik:)

Tiap2 hari selasa ibu abah akan rindu sangat kat Ean sebab ibu abah pergi kerja Ean xbangun lagi...pastu malam ibu abah akan balik lambat sebab pergi kelas...sampai je rumah Ean dah tido...xsempat nak main2 dengan Ean...tapi tu la...everything need sacrifices. Ean doakan ibu abah cepat habis buat ACCA ni n lulus every paper with first attempt dgn cemerlang ye...amin:)

Oklah...ibu nak balik dah ni...nak jumpa Ean...

Today!

2012-01-03T08:36:00.001+08:00

Today...3 January 2012....the first day of working in 2012. As for now, 2012 sounded like a very promising year of my big family....

Today...

My husband starts employment at Shell Business Service Centre as Management Information Analyst

My sister starts her new career development at ICAM College, Pekan as senior IT lecturer

My mother in law got a job offer after her retirement at TNB. She's being offered a post as the Head of HR department at UM, a contract post up to her age of 60.

My husband and i will attend our first class of P1, ACCA tonight.

My husband started his weight loss programme.

I'm starting my first day working in new year without having to see my boss because she is on leave...

it is all good news...alhamdulillah. hopefully 2012 will bring a promising return for me too:)

I AM A STUDENT!!

2011-12-23T11:22:00.001+08:00

Finally,....i am officially a student again!....Alhamdulillah..

As you can see at the arrow in the picture, i've been granted 9 exemptions, thus having another 5 papers to strive on to get my ACCA qualification. I'm starting with P1 paper - Governance, Risks and Ethics and the exam date is 20 June 2012. I have 6 Month to get my head on and prepare myself for the battle.

Pray for me and my husband's success. Hopefully this is a good start of a brighter future. Amin...

Is Your Skin Nano-happy?...

2011-12-21T20:39:00.000+08:00

After being so loyal to Oil of Ulan to Olay since form 4....

Now, i'm migrating to Nano Happy...

It's not that Olay has not being good to me...just that i want to try something new.

something to share on this product. nanowhite products range are products innovated from Japan. (well..Japanese is known for their flawless skin). All nanowhite products have been specially formulated to make your skin nano-happy. this is possible because of the two amazing innovation where the entire range is enhanced with 'happy' endorphne that stimulates the skin for better absorption and it uses nano technology to create nano molecules that penetrate deeper and more effective. Perhaps, this is what they claim and i hope its true. will update you on my personal feedback using ths product..later.

I must admit that i've been neglecting myself after being a mother...so many things to settle everyday, sleepless night, tiredness and everything makes me damn lazy to take care of myself...like i used to...

Dress up for outing pun lagi la malas. i'm getting used to wearing just a plain tshirt n jeans...what a bad habit..huhu..

So i hope by buying this new product is a good kick off for me to start takes care of myself again. For sure i don't want to look 40s when i'm just 20s..huhu..

people

2011-12-20T16:21:00.000+08:00

Dulu masa kecik abah selalu cakap...kita ni jangan selalu jadi bodoh sombong...tak ke mana pun kalau bodoh sombong...

Kalau xtau...buat macam xtau...belajar....

Jangan xtau tapi buat macam terer sangat...lepas tu semua yang orang lain try nak ajar..kita tolak mentah-mentah macamlah kita tau semua menda...

Masa kecik sampai remaja dlu...selalu rasa macam apa abah cakap tu masuk telinga kiri, keluar telinga kanan. ego sangatlah masa tu...rasa macam kita ni dah cukup dewasa nak tentukan hidup sendiri...padahal xsedar yang diri ini sementah-mentahnya..ikut sangat hati...naluri remaja...memberontak..hmmm

Sekarang bila dah menginjak dewasa...barulah rasa semua yang abah cuba sampaikan dulu semuanya betul. Betapa bodohnya manusia apabila menjadi bodoh sombong...

p/s: a reminder for me..

Untuk kamu...Yusof Ariff..

2011-12-18T22:37:00.003+08:00

Raut wajah...Mendamaikan...
Dan sesuci..Selembut hatimu..
Sinar mata...Mempersona...
Bagai gugur seluruh jantungku...

Aku Ingin engkau tahu...
Cinta aku satu...
Tercipta buat dirimu..
Hanya... Untuk kamu...

Huuu....Huuu...Huuu....
Huuu....Huuu...Huuu...

Aku ingin engkau tahu..
Cinta aku satu.....
Tercipta buat dirimu...
Hanya untuk kamu...

Berkat..

2011-12-13T17:40:00.002+08:00

"Orang yang menyahut seruan azan dengan serta merta meninggalkan segala urusan untuk menunaikan solat berjema'ah, di akhirat kelak, dia akan dijemput oleh Allah S.W.T dengan penuh lemah-lembut dan menjadi tetamu-Nya."

Jadi, setiap kali rasa berat punggung mahu berhenti dari apa yang sedang dibuat untuk bersolat, ingat kembali, jika aku mahu dijemput oleh Allah S.W.T di Akhirat kelak, aku perlu utamakan solat dahulu daripada kerja lain. Mana kita tahu , kita lagi rasa mudah menyelesaikan kerja yang sedang dibuat selepas selesai solat itu. Inilah namanya berkat. Apabila kita utamakan Allah S.W.T daripada benda lain.

To my little ean

2011-12-12T12:35:00.001+08:00

To my little ean...this post is specially dedicated for you dear...

Today, Ibu going to work with spots on my lips....i guess this is the sign of kisses from you dear..

I got this since Saturday morning...a few spots actually. two is at the corner of my lower lips, one in the middle of lower lips and another one in the inner part of upper lips.

Like always, when you woke up, you love to sondol2 your face to my face to make sure i open my eyes and smile back at you...but you will never stop there...you will sondol2 your face again right to my lips asking for kisses. well....what a sweet way of you to wake me up...but this is what i got...

And everytime i look in the mirror...this spots remind me of how you will do your chicky face to ensure i will not get upset to u because of your wrong doing...

Ean...ean...no matter what u do..i love you so much till the day i die..

Majlis doa selamat, aqiqah, dan sambutan hari lahir ean...

2011-12-02T18:54:00.001+08:00

i guess the pictures tell it all...so enjoy..

searching...

2011-12-02T11:44:00.001+08:00

"Are you in the wrong field?

You'll know because you will constantly worry that you're selling out and fantasise about breaking away. If so, the industry you're in is obviously incongruent with your goals, politics or morals, and this poor fit may ultimately cause you to lose career momentum."

well....this is really happening to me now...

" Sometimes you can be in the right job but the wrong organisation. If so, moving to another company with a different work philosophy or stronger market position could be all it takes to restore job satisfaction"

when can i break away???? i don't know...

I always think what i do now is not what i want in life...but it's not uncommon for people to end up in a job that wasn't of their choosing...and old folks always says live with what you have. you don't always get what you want and life isn't always a fair game. and even worst, the post that u hold now is a crying end for some people....and just because u can easily pass all the hectic route to get this job...u want to loose it away simply just like that... 'm' says in her blog that u hold this post because someone saw something in you. which could be somehow true...

but do i fit in?

i don't know...

trying to understand...

2011-11-29T17:46:00.001+08:00

i'm still trying my hardest to understand this situation...

all the bosses right....u do have your own personal assistant and they are paid to manage your routine and logistic....but what happened in this big G is not working that way...

when the boss have to attend a seminar or meeting overseas...the person who have to take care of all the logistic from hotel booking, preparing estimates, flight tickets, etc is OFFICER. not personal assistant! not clerk! i really don't mind doing all this IF u don't have PA...BUT U DO!!

i hate doing things which i strongly believe is NOT my work! and this is why i left TNB.

Job Satisfaction

2011-11-24T12:22:00.001+08:00

I have been thinking to write on this topic for quite sometime but didn't find the right momentum and ideas to write...even now though....but i guess just let it flow...just write..

I find it very hard to ignore the issue of job satisfaction at a time when the desire for a meaningful work is increasing. And i really believe that a person can perform at his or her best when he satisfied with his work environment. he will perform at his full potential and post more contribution to the organization.

" A Happy Worker is a Contented Worker".....I'm truly agree with this statement.

But when you asked an employee what did he search in his career life? job satisfaction? what do you mean by job satisfaction??

To me...its simple. Job satisfaction explains what makes people want to come to work. What makes them happy about their job or not to quit their job. And i believe that job satisfaction is attributed to not only one but many factors and it varies in its impact to each individual.

Some of us are more easily satisfied (or dissatisfied) than others, no matter how good (or bad) the job is. To misquote a famous cliché: You can't satisfy all the people all the time.

Still, some jobs do seem better suited to certain types of people. A lot of work has been done on person-environment fit but because jobs vary so much it's difficult to summarise.

One generalisation we can make, though, is that people get more satisfied with their jobs as they get older. Perhaps this is because the older people are, the more likely they are to have found the right work for them. There's little evidence for this but I'd certainly like to think it was true.

On my darker days, though, I tend to think it's because young people have sky-high expectations (which are soon dashed) and older people have learned to live with their lot, however uninspiring it is.

Haha...

Ean turns 1!

2011-11-17T16:14:00.001+08:00

I am full of excitement to celebrate ean's first birthday as if he understand what it meant for us...hahahha...mak ayah yang terlebih excited.

So we were busy since the last one month thinking bout the preparation that we have to do, plus we thought of doing aqiqah for ean as well.

The preparation begins with searching for the caterer to cook for the event...as well as to cook the kambing aqiqah. at first, my husband ask me to just cook the kambing like the way i used to cook kari ayam. but i refuse, not to take poosibility the kari would turns out to be very kambing smell...haahhahha...

i did asked din's friend, along to ask his mom to cook for us but unfortunately, his mom is not well, thus cannot cook for us. then, i remembered this one restaurant at precint diplomatic that my husband and i loves it cooks...Restoran Selera Kita. we were not sure whether they take catering services as they are running just a small family business restaurant there. but no harm asking aite!! so yesterday we went there hoping for our luck and yes they can cook for us. yeayyy!!! so that night we straight away come out with the menu...

1. Nasi Minyak / Nasi Hujan Panas

2. Kari Kambing

3. Ayam Masak Merah

4. Kerabu Mangga

5. Ulam2

6. Ikan Masin (my father wld love ths very much)

7. Sambal Belacan

8. Cordial juice

9. Fruits

The aqiqah process will be handle fully by the Selera Kita.

Selera Kita couldn't provide us the tents and chair for the event, so i guess we have to look around for that after ths.

then, i have to settle ean's birthday cake.

have to bake something for that event as well...but not birthday cake...im just amatur...desert would do...hihi..

ok...till next post on my search for ean's birthday cake!