searching...

"Are you in the wrong field?

You'll know because you will constantly worry that you're selling out and fantasise about breaking away. If so, the industry you're in is obviously incongruent with your goals, politics or morals, and this poor fit may ultimately cause you to lose career momentum."

 well....this is really happening to me now...

" Sometimes you can be in the right job but the wrong organisation. If so, moving to another company with a different work philosophy or stronger market position could be all it takes to restore job satisfaction"

 when can i break away???? i don't know...

I always think what i do now is not what i want in life...but it's not uncommon for people to end up in a job that wasn't of their choosing...and old folks always says live with what you have. you don't always get what you want and life isn't always  a fair game. and even worst, the post that u hold now is a crying end for some people....and just because u can easily pass all the hectic route to get this job...u want to loose it away simply just like that... 'm' says in her blog that u hold this post because someone saw something in you. which could be somehow true...

but do i fit in?

i don't know...